Sunday 31 March 2013

Keep walking out of your tombs...

The sun shone so Bright, I was blinded to the new...


In the Northern Hemisphere this has been a time of entering into the new for eons. Spring with all its growth and promise have been celebrated since time immemorial. It did serve the religion that rose 2000 years ago to adapt the theme of newness and resurrection to this time. The theme however remains much deeper than this. 

The teacher Yeshua did try pass it on. The message is  Much Bigger. That we begin to awaken to the realisation that the Universe of Love is within us and that only WE may begin to see that all we need is within us. Your I Am presence Is. All around the Western World people are awakening to go through either the motions of the celebration or really realising what the message is.

May you have many, many Resurrections dear ones…keep walking out of the dark cave of the deaths that we all experience in this incarnation. And I must say I cannot close my thoughts here without remarking that it was the Feminine energy that recognised this very symbol first…

Saturday 30 March 2013

Breath of Oceans Rhythm...


Breath of Ocean, in and out…sometimes as if it has run, other times a reposed walking 

I attended a full moon women drumming session with Nidhi Chaitow last week… and it has moved me into being even more particularly aware of rhythm and chaos. My breath, heart beat, regular. The oceans tides, regular, seasons…and within all of this a beautiful chaos of the Wind, the Rain, the Heat… Life…LIFE is as it IS. There is always certainty and NOT.

I close my eyes and fly out of this atmosphere, and see our Blue Space Ship gently spinning, and the larger trajectory through the stars. A Mother sure, carrying me for centuries in all my incarnations. Certain in her path. I wonder how many times I have done this?  Seen the rhythm, paid homage to the stones on the beach thinking that they perhaps were a mountain once. Or the raindrop on my face, was it a drop from the Amazon? Or a snowflake in the Arctic? I see her whirling clouds in the patterns that repeat into the patterns I see on the sand…opening my eyes, the wild dance of grasses and fynbos, the Milkwoods, bobbing and bowing… all a rhythm…and sometimes we cannot follow the beat. That’s OK, it ‘s all as it should naturally perfectly be. I am as organically connected as a flower in the pavement is, I will live and die in the chaotic rhythm of my Life.  

And perhaps one day I will be born enlightened, and perhaps I AM, just this dream, and am not even here really, a Thought of the ALL.  I suspect even then I will elect to return to Gaia or be Thought here. To Feel this Big Love so raw. 

Monday 25 March 2013

Wave bursts, wild shore


Wave bursts, wild shore. Each pattern its own Dream…

The rocks bit into me as I sat, just stubbed my toe too. Holiday makers,  my judgement on their apparent lack of consciousness grated my consciousness. Who am I to judge? And where on earth did this disquieting thought come from? I sat for long – actually unable to send the Love I wanted to FEEL for the Whales who had beached themselves. And judged myself…

Quieting my mind from all this body chatter and inner chatter, I attempted to sit still. I realised I will never be satisfied, I would always be seeking… And in an illuminated second (it really was a FLASH) I knew that it’s ok. Just drop the story Tass, stop your own judgement, stop looking out and when you look in… look with compassion. Embrace yourself, and have deep, deep compassion for yourself dear woman. And just be. Be in this very present moment, watch each thought float off, watch… See the waves burst, see that you are your own Unique Beautiful Pattern in this Divine Dream, as all Others are…

Saturday 9 March 2013

States of Grace


Hot Lonelys and other states of Grace

The day dawned with a restlessness, that my “I Am the Victorious Intelligence governing my Life” prayer did not shift. I decided to work to see if it would shift, had breakfast in some vague hope that it was just low blood sugar. Mid work, my thoughts ran to the idea of going to Kalk Bay via the train just to walk and look. Window shopping does bring in things too!! However in the back of my mind I knew that this was me wanting to fill my state of being with “something”. I wondered if should just sit still and be with it… and decided that I could still do that over Chocolate Cake and good coffee.

I just missed the 11.15 so waited for the 12 o clock… A Gull hovered just over me… staying there for long till the message sank in… The shadow on the platform, the bird on high… me sandwiched between. To stay in that Grace Place, neither shadow nor light, but just I AM…

The train arrived and my meanderings yielded leather for a pendent from India that Farrah my Beloved eldest gifted me, and a rainbow Om for my car. But still, nothing shifted. Even after Chocolate Cheesecake and Tanzanian Columbian coffee blend…

Sitting still over the coffee, looking out… something that for some or other reason I feel ashamed to admit, arose. Hot Lonelys - the company of someone dear. Not necessarily of blood, but someone Significant with which I could simply be on this day. From where this arose I have no idea. I decided to keep the tears in till I got home. So there it is… it will pass I know. And I also know that these emotions are something that we even have, when we have Beloveds beside us. Such is being a Soul Full being. Realising that just a hug from somewhere, would not be sufficient, simple recognition of my Human State. 

Thursday 7 March 2013

Sadness not named


Saw the birds fly home to evening roosting place... and felt nostalgia and sadness not named. Perhaps I will leave it as such...

The evening has come softly to me. While working I looked up and saw some birds fly in formation to a place I know they will rest on the estuary. What made me well up with nostalgia and sadness I am not so sure. The colours tonight also speak of something deep and soft. A blue grey sky, striated with soft variations, mountains a purple grey, the moistness in the air cloaking the distance with a haze.

I was at the beach this morning investigating the ROAR that has been present since last night, somewhere out at sea there must have been storm, the waves crashing, biting chunks out of the beach. Kelp strewn everywhere, ripped and dumped for the shore dwellers to feast on. I am aware of the storms I have had in my life, and how they do sometimes as the waves do, cause a crashing against inner shores. And this sometimes will simply appear as a subtle knowledge when birds fly home to roost. Ah, the mystery of life…

Sunday 3 March 2013

Daylight streamed from my eyes


I felt the daylight stream from my eyes…

Feeling full, knowing that every moment is sacred, a song of Light streaming fully from me as I walk – I wonder if I am streaming to another Universe? A particular songbird (Bokmakierie) that I awaken to and hear during the day, came to bless me – his splendid yellow waistcoat with black cravat…and oh when he sang his full song right in from of me on my garden gate, I felt as if the Heavens had streamed into me. Tears of deep reverence of this Gift is still swirling around me, and its been a few days now…

Take each moment Blessed Ones, see it as perfect and sacred. Each moment a breath of your Divine Breath. I find myself stepping slower, walking lighter an awareness of each moment being a Choice.

To quote from Celia Fenn “Beloved Ones, as you become more accustomed to this new Flow of Intense Divine Light, you will learn how to hold your balance and to thrive in the New Reality. The most important thing to remember in this Fifth Dimensional Reality is that it is a Realm of Interconnection and Unity where All Things are Connected in the Flow of Life. You are living beyond Duality and beyond the old frame of reference where everything could be judged and categorized. In this New Reality, you are beginning to perceive that Everything is Sacred because Everything is an Expression of the Light of God in some way!

The Earth is Sacred...You are Sacred and your Life is Sacred. You Live in Sacred Space and you Breathe Sacred Energy!

Beloved Family of Light, it may not seem that way as you look around you and you see so much apparent evidence to the contrary. But, can you allow yourself to perceive for a moment that Everything that exists is an Expression of Divine Creative Intelligence and that Everything is in Divine Order and has an essential meaning.

Now, in the Old Reality, it was simple to divide things into Light and Dark, and Good and Bad, but can you see that as you made those divisions you created the need for them to exist. The moment you created "darkness" you created a need for that energy, and so it came forth. The moment you release the patterns of Duality you release the need for the games of light and dark, and you are ready to begin to perceive that every things exists in Sacred Space.”

How well said... I think that there are many of us stepping into this new way of living. Breath Your Sacred breath and Know that you are Mother/Father God.

(read the full text here from Celia Fenn: http://www.starchildglobal.com/newearthenergiesmarch2013.html