I
am starting to see that I could possibly be more in tune with All that Is if I
were Receptive. It feels as if my most natural learning state is Receptive. I
see, hear, taste, touch, ingest, take in. This is all a receiving state. I
believe I will serve myself better if I begin to step towards this more fully. This
Seeing has been arriving in this last month of learning with Grandmother Robin…
My life has been giving, teaching, writing, this last 8 years, and suddenly I
am in this Grace of receiving. Tears spill as I write this. What a profound
blessing.
With
this epiphany still incubating. I stepped out of my car to the biting wind, to
ready myself to Dance with Horses and Sisters. We smudged, we shared, we heart
resonated and then it began…
I
was lifted into the East, I rose, I soared, bright flaming Yellow, I looked
down on my birthing Being, light as Air I became the Wing of birds, I AM, no
thought, and slowly descended, called to Home… within a few heartbeats, I was filled
with Excitement, passion, my body FIRE as I stomped the earth and whirled into
the heat of the day, my blood, red pumping coursing… I was within the hooved
Ones, great heart beating Oh I was the Movement, my arms windmills, air still
around me fuelling my fire…to dive straight into the Ocean, Westwards, I swam,
tears joining the sweat on my face, seeing myself fully reflected in my
Sisters, the colour of night deeply moving me, between, balanced… I shimmered
into the landscape from Shore, to be still, to stand, I was Mountain North,
Stone and Standing Ones. Those ones who move in another time dimension of
slowness and wisdom… In gratitude and still serenity, the ones who were before
me, were with me… Bright White, still still still…
Coming
round from these cardinal directions, (synonyms for cardinal are: important, significant,
chief, key, fundamental) I suddenly was aware of how I was not me. My body not
mine, I was my Sisters, I was all that danced me… I think we all needed to find
our feet before We/I… swept into the Void, Father Sky, vastness of Eternity no
longer a concept, but a knowing. I floated, We/I hummed the Universe, our arms
reaching wide as we can stretch bringing Mother Earth through our beating Feet,
rolling onto the ground, forehead to Earth, incubations arising, knowing that
all is possible….weaving into Magic, enlivening, Oneness with all… and all the
colours of my Being shimmering bow like across All That Is…
A
Horse blessing to my forehead, loving my Sisters, a haze of directions followed
me home, I felt the presence, saw how each element flowed into the other. And my
connection to All – being danced by the Directions has given me a different Course
within… receptively I will gently approach a different way of being… My HeartsHands
ready to receive…
