Ocean
staring, cool day after Spring rain. I feel the familiar tightness in my
throat. I have no idea why, it could be a thousand reasons and actually I don’t
need to know right now. I decide to just
surrender. Shoulders shaking, hand in hair, I just surrender. Howling I weep, My
grief, Your Joy, Our pain. Mouth wide, really simply letting what needs to come
out moves its way without hindrance. Maybe my task right this very moment is to
weep for all those who keep this healing at bay and maybe that’s all nonsense
and it’s all mine. No matter… It is. It simply is. I am so wide open –
How
do you explain that Prayers danced around an All Tree have opened an inner
portal that transcends anything ever experienced? I know I Am, Yggdrasil as
much as World Tree is me…
I
stood, my feet growing deep
I
swayed, my arms reaching high
They
came,
They
danced deep
They
swayed arms reaching high
Light
shivered through Me/Us
Prayers
wrapped into EveryAll
And
now I Am/We Are changed. The threads are as fine as a spiders web within, I am
treading gently…I walk with another light in my eyes, a sense of an even
greater Yearning. My heart is connected to so much more, its whelming, deepening
and the reverberations have gone to unfathomable depths and equal heights into
the Universe. Our prayers heard… Inner eyes seeing new lands, that will be walked and thoroughly consumed…
And
I weep in this knowing…. I weep today…
Our
very lives are prayers lived… a borderless feeling…
