The wind
makes a particular noise when it whistles through a fence. I stopped a while
and listened to this tune wistfully joining the bird song. I was aware of the
absence of inner noise and smiled. About 25 years ago when I first began to
meditate, I clamored to still my mind. In exasperation one day, I sat
in the middle of the lawn. Breathed in the smell of drying grass and began to
listen. First I listened to the closest things, man, nature, dog, children all
the noises in the street. Then I began to listen further and further away and click… I was gone. When I eventually came back into the noise of my
mind, I made a mental note never to forget this day. The wonder of finally
finding my tool to quieten.
Walking meditation
remains my favourite, I reach heightened senses of not being here but being
perfectly in the now. Today I had a restlessness, an ache, so I took off. The recipe
the same. First I listen to my footfalls. The crunch of gravel beneath my feet,
then my clothing, jeans rustling, breath aware. Then I stretch away and begin
moving away from self.
It was still when I began to walk, but by the
time I reached the long fence that divides Scarborough from the Cape Point
Nature reserve, the had wind picked up. A Bokmakirie sang the duet I love so, and
then a whistle, through the fence, a low tune, picking up with the rustle of
the bushes, leaves and sand adding its low music. It felt like I was privy to
the start of an orchestra that sang for my ears alone. My tummy flipped in
delight. I continued my walk starting again at footfalls, and by the time I had
reached the beach, I was perfectly here now with ocean crashing and the wavebows
catching the setting sun. Silver ocean butter yellow bright sun.
Thoughts briefly
came in the peace state, calling in:
Serpent of
the South, Water and Humbleness
Lion of the
West, Fire and Courage
Horse of the
East, Earth and Power
Eagle of the
North, Air and All seeingness
May I embody all of you
And the
phalanx of Ancestors on my left, my Matriarchal and the right Patriarchal. All joined
in one moment, all present now…The walk home was done in an utter thoughtless space
and I reached my wooden cottage before I knew it… so thankful for that simple
lesson that I learned and still love to use.
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